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Letters to Jesus

by Model M

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I send letters to Jesus Telling him of the voices in my head And I’m always playing in my darkest mind And to tell you the truth, buddy That has got to end. And I’m the one Who plays your Mercury Because my conscience tells me The wage of sin is death   Mexico is beautiful I’m standing in a tent With butterflies and flowers that sing My disease creeps in and takes over And now all them butterflies all look trapped Now I’m not the one To play Neptune Because my conscience tells me The wage of war is a sin   Today his reply came From his holiness That said he needs me right here He says he’s not the one To be my Jesus And now my unconscious tells me The riddles to all of sin
2.
Stand on the statues of this Angst is the oppressive nation Democracy is a lie Designed to control you Marching the gooseneck step The fascists have the parade route Sired by the CEO heads The guilty confessions I heard   A trip A truth A trap But the truth   It’s the same for you as the same for me It’s the same for you as the same for me   It’s a dirty world we live Where love is easily taken The values we don’t all share I swear you’ll wear a chip one day We all know who carried the cross But wasn’t Elvis our saviour?   A trip A truth A trap But the truth   It’s the same for you as the same for me It’s the same for you as the same for me
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I know you’re out there Breaking hearts Skin is knowing What’s fever   Hey, hey Baby one   I know you’re out there Smiling Buddha The self I’ve hidden In a cold, dark place   Hey Hey Baby one   I know you’re out there It’s turned so cold The price of knowing This is all too long   Baby one   I know you’re out there The tidal wave has come To wash it all away To bring it back to one I know you’re out there Breaking hearts Sin is knowing Something is wrong   Ah, tough, baby don’t go
4.
Well I don’t know where to start I was lost in the dark Outer space is cold When you’re no one to know   You’ll do right I’m still no one to know ‘Cuz it’s a street fight kids For something you want Like trying to catch them shooting stars   And so the dream marches on To find a way back home Somewhere in outer space Which is not known   You’ll do right But still you’re no one to know Now boy, it’s a street fight When there’s something you want Go and chase your shooting star   (Going to be a shooting star It’s all a fantasy unless you’re getting it Motherfucking rock star Deadbeat, motherfucker, dreamer, sucker)   The bullet was shot when you came out the womb So go get it, just go get it How you can live like this, just a statistic Go get it, go get it   You’ll do right But I’m still no one to know ‘Cuz it’s a street fight kid For something you want So go be a shooting star
5.
Real 03:46
Picking up the pieces of the puzzle Fragments of life gone and to go Those whom I loved I heard along the way The fuckin’ narcissist in my younger days Used despotism to light the way I had to move fast not to be a slave That’s the price of a back hauling steel For something you all call….   Real Real   And I feel compelled to tell you How good fortune has always been with me Like you I live in a matrix Don’t be blind to its slavery Death will surely become me So why be afraid to live Without war, greed, and judgements I know you’re guilty, but you won’t say that you are Remember that this life’s a passing through To something that’s…   Real something that's real something that's real something that's real Something that's…
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There is a river flowing very fast It so swift that there are those who will be afraid And they will try to hold onto the shore And they will feel like they are being torn apart And will suffer greatly Know this: the river has a destination The river has a destination The elders say we must let go of the shore Push off into the middle of the river And see who is in there with you and celebrate The time of the lone wolf is over We are one, we are one   You live in a wooden box with a copper wire Connected to a video screen that you paid to see To sell the products and their lies and to tell you What is happiness and what is fear And they got you Yep, they got you.   They’ll keep you overworked and underpaid And barely scraping by From slavery to modern slavery calling it 8.75 While raising gasoline, cutbacks in education The healthcare system that’s a joke You wanna what? You wanna retire one day? Hah. Welcome to the new world order And they got you And they’ve got you   So in 8,000 years what have we really changed? From the tower of Babylon to the towers of the world trade centre (There is no reason why) There’s no reason why (That’s because they got you) We are one, We are one (we’ll pay the price) and yet, and yet (Yet still to this day there’s still massive genocide rampant around the earth from Africa to East Timor to Haiti to Bosnia and our so called great leaders) They downplay the concept (We’ll pay the cheque) The oceans we poison (We’ll pay the cheque) The air that we breathe (We’ll pay the cheque) The toxic warnings (We’ll pay the cheque) Cutting down the trees (We’ll pay the cheque)   But they got you. Don’t you see they got you? And they got you, playin’ along they’ve got you   So I go on to YouTube to search for some truth I spend countless hours in search of hope and understanding From the gurus to Buddha to Jesus and Mohammed And find countless other profiteers Searching for some kind of weakness (There is a storm coming, it will come as a thief in the night You will not be warned upon approach It will be vicious and rapid)   There is a river flowing very fast It is so swift that there are those that will be afraid And that will try to hold onto the shore And they will feel like they are being torn apart And they will suffer greatly You must know this: The river has a destination
7.
America 03:54
We suck, we fuck We live just like good Americans We dance, we sing We buy them purty things, just so American   (Gotta fuck) Would you please explain Why you send the boys off to fight war again Lady liberty, what could you do When your own little bastards turn their backs on you   Ich bin ein American   The Chinese have come, don’t be afraid They will buy all of the American slaves No we can’t stop, what makes you think That your bullets can do anything?   (Well holy fuck) Are you all insane? Katrina was a storm, and then came the wave And I don’t care what your crazy presidents say Edward R. Murrows is left to say   Ich bin ein American   Hiroshima, Nagasaki in the Middle East you are the beast In South America a coup propaganda And what you did to the Native American Is no worse that Hitler did to the Jews   (Born in the USSA) Ich bin ein American
8.
Over 03:56
You better crawl on your knees The next time you say that you love me Fall on your knees Cuz this time I won’t be so kind Can’t you see that this is life and life Is killing me Is it yours, Is it mine Our skies fell down tonight To wash away the pain   Tell me over and over again (It never was) It never was the time for us It never was the time to let me in (It never was) Now show me over and over again (It never was) It never was the time for us It never was the time to let me in (It never was)   You’d better see How evil you can be And I see your evil smile It’s the one that you remember When I am not so kind Can’t you see that this is death and death Is saving me I say burn All of your bridges While you still have control of your flame   I know it’s hard but you’ll tell me Over and over again (It never was) It never was the time for us It never was the time to let me in (It never was) Show me over and over again (It never was) It never was the time for us It never was the time to let me in (My soul has left me)
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The River 04:48
I walked the river of life’s edge Until the day we met The river is said to lead to the sea And on to Nirvana The warm water compels my soul As the spirit takes to flow So willingly I follow I wanted to be there, I felt complete   The water, the river, the ocean, the bottom The water, the river, the ocean, the bottom   (Down where I can’t breathe and I can’t swim away)   And in the end I couldn’t have Meant that much to you For the one I burned so deeply for Is just a shipwreck washed up on the shore I had so much hope In your womb I wanted to stay But your current pulls me further down Deeper into you into you to the place No heart is safe   The water, the river, the ocean, the bottom The water, the river, the ocean, the bottom   (Where I can’t breathe and I can’t just swim away)   The water, the river, the ocean, the bottom
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Infused with spiritual, political, and intellectual lyrics, this album has been described as industrial music for the mature industrial fan.

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released January 1, 2009

Music written and performed by Terrance Clinton Dick, except: "Over" written by Evan's Blue and performed by Terrance Clinton Dick and "Diamonds and Rust" written by Joan Baez and performed by Terrance Clinton Dick

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Model M Los Angeles, California

Terrance Dick was born and raised in Vancouver, and started singing when he was 3. Terrance has played and collaborated with many friends and musicians, and has worked in studios such as Little Mountain Sound and Vancouver Studios in the early 90s. He has many unusual and interesting stories to tell about his life, which is where much of the content of his original music is rooted in. ... more

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